the Awakening to Healing Journey

  This Dreadful Truth, Part Two of the Scandalous Lie During the hostile takeover of North America, two groups of women lived through sexual abuse so horrible that history has yet to tell this dreadful truth. From West Africa to the colonies of the West Indies and the Americas, slave ship crews raped women with impunity. If the women fought them, they would be killed and thrown into the Atlantic. Once in the New World of savages, slavers discovered new lands to conquer and new sexual prey, the indigenous woman.   For the males of the conquered, many were slaughtered or made slaves. The women of the conquered became the new sex slaves of the conquerors. White men brutally sexually abused indigenous women for sexual pleasure. The Royals of Europe facilitated the African Slave Trade with their militaries and the sanction of the Roman Catholic Church. When the priests later followed, they discovered the existence of the unholy spawn, the half-breed children created by the mi...

Happy Friday Veterans Day 2022 to Each of YOU and All of YOU, I am Oscar Crawford bringing you the latest information for how we can help more women heal. Heal Yourself Now is an online course and coaching service to mid-30s+ women living with the lingering and chronic effects of childhood sexual and domestic trauma. These effects are extensive and devastating. What happened to women decades ago that went untreated commonly manifests itself as  anxiety, depression, and anger. These can show up in adolescence as the self-destructive behaviors of unprotected promiscuity, sexually transmitted diseases, drug and alcohol abuse, self-harm, and living in fear of what may happen next. Childhood sexual and domestic traumas predispose women to post-traumatic stress disorder, cancer, autoimmune diseases, and shorter life expectancy.  Gynecologic findings include chronic pelvic pain, dyspareunia (pain that occurs just before, during or after sex), vaginismus (vaginal fear o...

  I remember the moment I realized I was purposed to do the work that I do. I remember because it immediately came at me with internal thought objections. You are a man. You cannot do this. No one will take you serious. Who do you think you are? Women will not talk to you about this because you are neither a psychiatrist, nor a psychologist. Who authorizes you to do what you do? What authorizing agency authorizes you to do what you do?  I set these intrusive thoughts aside for a moment. There are these things that liberate me and empower me. My developmental years prepared me to be sensitive to the pain of others. I had known significant pain during that period. I thought it was only me. I evolved to discover there had been pain to go around. I discovered that other parents can be brutal to their children, too. Other parents can be both, loving and nurturing. Other parents can simply be indifferent. I discovered boys and girls were being beaten by parents and others. Whe...